So tonight isn’t going so well for me. Well I take that back. I meant morning. It’s 3:45 am and I am still awake. I have to be up at 8, too, for church. I am going to be one tired woman today.

But thats the least of my worries right now. I have a dilemma. Two of my friends were supposed to get married this month and my fiancé and I were supposed to be part of the wedding party. Well, they had to move the wedding to November. And not just any date in November but the same date AND time as another friend’s wedding. Except this friend has been friends with my fiancé for almost 20 years. Needless to say, we are attending the older friend’s wedding. But I feel so bad. I truly love my other friends who are getting married, as well and I don’t want to miss their wedding for a thing!!!! :/ but it’s out of my hands now. :(:(:(:(:(:( In time I know I’ll feel better but right now it just sucks. Like majorly. (especially since i know which one I’d rather be at but can say anything for fear of hurting another’s feelings.)

Anyway, enough with that. Anyway, so much going on around me right now. Can I not just have one good year? One year with no bad stuff happening to me? I guess it’s true what they say. When it rains it pours…….

Oh btw as a sidenote, one of my friends and I are doing a 40s themed photoshoot. I am excited to practice my photography!!! The only problem is, i can’t find a dress anywhere. I really want something WWII era. Everyone else has their clothes ready for the shoot. But not me. So help!!!!! Please? Ha. :)